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haii, i'm sam.
09 November 2009 @ 06:11 pm

Recently in a livejournal post, Hayley Williams asked what humbles us the most. I just downloaded Dear Jack, and was reminded that Andrew McMahon is usually the person I use to get inspiration from. Andrew definitely humbles me. Honestly, I don't think that if he hadn't had Leukemia then I probably wouldn't idolize him the way I do right now. The fact that he was so determained to make music during his recovery is amazing to me. Words cannot explain how much I love him. I know it probably sounds like I'm fan-girling out, but I'm just writing my feelings. When I saw Jack's Mannequin in concert back in 2008, I only knew a few songs and wasn't a huge fan, but I still liked them. After I saw them in concert I was so inspired. I looked them and Something Coporate up on myspace again, learned all of their songs, bought their records, and became a huge fan. I hope I can meet him and hopefully see Jack's again...soon!

p.s. the documentary made me cry so bad.
 
 
haii, i'm sam.
06 November 2009 @ 07:47 pm
:(  
i feel so awful rn.
 
 
Current Mood: sad
 
 
haii, i'm sam.
29 October 2009 @ 09:38 pm
I honestly just realized how short life is, yet pretty much everyday seems like it takes forever to go by.

The biggest topic I've been focused on lately is death. I've had a couple of dreams about my mama and papa (grandma and grandpa on my mom's side) dying, and my papa had the h1n1, and he has enphysema really bad. I was really scared that he would die, because the swine flu basically attacks your chest. I don't really know what I would do if my mama and/or papa died... or even anyone I'm extremely close to in my family. I know that they're going to die eventually, everyone is. I just wish that that wouldn't happen. I'm so attatched to them. They're like my second parents. I love them so much. My papa is my hero. He can do anything and he is so strong.

Sometimes I see how mean my little brother (who's 9) is to them, and it really hurts. I know there was this one time when I slapped my papa (I was like 6) and I'm still ashamed. I know I was little, but still... I wish I could show both my mama, papa, and my other grandparents how much I love them without sounding extremely corny. Nah, who cares, I'm going out to lunch with my mama and papa tomorrow and I'm definitely going to let them know how much I appreciate them. They mean the world to me.
 
 
Current Location: whitehouse is cool
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Rediscover - Girls and Alcohol
 
 
haii, i'm sam.
27 October 2009 @ 03:14 pm


JORDO'S AWESOME 
kbye




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haii, i'm sam.
18 October 2009 @ 10:32 am

my friend,[info]haleyalexx met taylor last night in philly and asked him if he remembered me. this was the text i got from her:

I was like Heyy Taylor can I ask you a quick question?? And he's like yeah sure! And I was like do you remember my friend sam she met you at the detroit show at a gas station xD you guys are gas station buddies! And he's like ohh yeahh!! actuallyy I do remember! His voice is so sweet!

Ahhh, I love him so much. I miss him a ton. She also called me during the show so I could hear, "Misguided Ghosts," "Misery Business," and "Brick By Boring Brick." It was so good!

 

 
 
Current Mood: still sick.
 
 
 
 

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